I was thinking the other day..................................................... What is 3 years in a relationship for a 28 year old female? A long fucking time, time is ticking and I want to settle down and stop running around with the boys.
My boyfriend doesn't seem to be making a move so I think I should make one for both of us. I love this man and love his company but there is something that isn't there. Maybe a ring? LOL.
One of my good friends is getting married this weekend and I'm part of the bridal party. I'm happy for her and her new endeavor but feel a bit salty. I don't want to be the bridesmaid anymore I would much rather be the blushing bride. I'm the last of my friends who have no kids, no husband and no divorce. I try to think of the upside, at least I have loved and been loved as much as I have loved. Do I make sense with that last sentence? I don't think so.
It's a beautiful day here in Chicago and I don't want the above to damper my day so I needed to confess my sins, oops! I mean my feelings to someone or something that wont judge. Well,atleast to my face. =) My sins will be later.
Have you ever loved someone you cant have?
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