I went out last night, yes it was a school night, yes it was a Thursday and yes I had to work in the morning. It has been awhile since I have gone out with the gang alone, usually I'm accompanied by my boyfriend but last night it was just me. No one to hang on to, no guarantee of a conversation, no security, just you and yourself. I felt a bit out of the loop. I need to jump in again and stop just getting my feet a little wet.
I was the original dancing queen back in the day, the girl who could should up to a club or bar by herself with no issue and cares. Times have changed and I have changed, no tengo esa confiansa en mi mismo para ser como era antes. Como quiero ser esa dancing queen que salia del club cuando amanacia la luz del dia. Donde se vue esa chica?
I have been told that my wild side has become so reserved. I'm not a prude but that I'm hiding. I will agree that I have been hiding myself, things have changed.
There are many things I want to do with myself. The first go out with the girls and feel comfortable having a good time. I want to travel to Hawaii, why should I have to wait for my honeymoon? I want to be more independent and secure with myself.
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