Vacation time where are thou?

I have survive yet another buy out at my current employer and it sucks!.

Our company was owned my a major media company but since it was and is doing poorly it was sold to a little company that probably attained it fairly cheaply, maybe on clearance?. Besides being owned by 4-5 different companies in the last 4 years and going through 3-4 lay offs. I think the buck stops here they are messing with my vacation time, sick and personal days.

We no longer have personal days available and we need to accrue our vacation and sick time before we can use it. Who does that anymore? (don't answer that, I'm venting) Well this company doesn't offer personal time and has cut the number of sick days. What the hell!?

The buck stops here, I'm out of here. Need a new job!

Always the bridesmaid

I was thinking the other day..................................................... What is 3 years in a relationship for a 28 year old female? A long fucking time, time is ticking and I want to settle down and stop running around with the boys.

My boyfriend doesn't seem to be making a move so I think I should make one for both of us. I love this man and love his company but there is something that isn't there. Maybe a ring? LOL.

One of my good friends is getting married this weekend and I'm part of the bridal party. I'm happy for her and her new endeavor but feel a bit salty. I don't want to be the bridesmaid anymore I would much rather be the blushing bride. I'm the last of my friends who have no kids, no husband and no divorce. I try to think of the upside, at least I have loved and been loved as much as I have loved. Do I make sense with that last sentence? I don't think so.

It's a beautiful day here in Chicago and I don't want the above to damper my day so I needed to confess my sins, oops! I mean my feelings to someone or something that wont judge. Well,atleast to my face. =) My sins will be later.

Have you ever loved someone you cant have?