Cuando era chica

Cuando era chica, recuerdo que me hacia la dormida en diferente lugares de la casa. Me hacia la dormida en el piso, debajo de la mesa y en el sofa. Yo hacia eso para que mi papa me cargara y me llevara a mi cama. Me encataba sentir el abraso que me daba cuando me recogia. Me sentia segura y amada por el y mi mama. Les digo esto porque recientemente mi mama en platica conto de esto. Yo todos estos anos pensaba que ellos creian que dormia, pero no, siempre sabian que me hacia la dormida, que me gustaba que mi papi me cargara. I thought I was slick but they knew all along. I actually thought they never realised it.I cant get over it. I guess when your 5 or 7 you cant be the greatest actress, yet.

I miss my dad and the cd I love to hate that I recently bought reminded me of him.
Luther Vandross. Dance with my father.

I need to write a bit more in espanol, para que no se me olvide
La lolo monster
The lolo monster

Friday evening....

No, i'm not going out, nor am I staying in or will I have a drink.
I have to work tonight. It's ugly outside so that means that my shift will be longer than usual due to the rain. THANKS MOTHER NATURE!!!!!!!!

Almost done and over with

Yay for me!! I'm done with my courses, I only need to fufill the clinical aspects for my cetificate. For over 3 months now I have worked full time and gone to school full time. I haven't the slightest idea how I made it through, but I have. There has been things that I have negleted or have negleted me.

I miss my friends a lot, I miss my family, I miss my beauty rest, I miss my vacations, I miss everything from the past.

I have lacked sleep and have been depressed at times and have wanted to quit everything all together too. Thabk goodness my brain has not allowed me and my body to shut down,yet.

One of the best things that has happened through all of this is that I have lost weight. I lost 25 pounds in a little more than 3 months. I joked with my teacher one day about that. I told her that I always thought that eating right and being active would aid in weight loss, but I was wrong. I told her that all you need to loss weight is a full time job, go to school full time and lack sleep, that's it!

I'm now 10 pounds short of what I was 4 years ago. I'm happy to gloat that many of my jean no longer fit!!!!!! The bad thing is that I have to shop, I'm not a shopping type of girl, I would prefer for someone to find me the clothing based on my taste and for me to say YAY or NAY. In other words a personal shopper. My sister loves to do that for me.

Anyways, I'm still working but have a more leisure pace lifestyle. I have to fufill 120-160 hours at the hospital to complete my certificate. I have 6weeks to do that, and I was told that if need be I could take a little longer!!!! Yay! I will definantly take a longer time than usual to fufill that requirement.

I hope to soon have my life back. Which means Getting a job with normal working hours 9-5pm and having the relationships I have had with others again.

SO pray for me and wish me luck!

Thanks!
lolo monster